Hi All,
I am having a bad day the drop attacks are still happening multiple times a day. I have been putting on a brave front and acting like its not worrying me and it doesn't matter.. but inside I am scared, more scared than I have been about anything for a LONG time. I am more sore because every time I fall I hurt myself. I have more naps and try hard to keep going. Today my brave front went down. I cried for the first time in a long time. I let my emotions free, a hard thing for me to do.
I worry what the future holds for me... I don't know whether I will get any better but I intend to.
I am focusing more on my physio and I AM GOING TO GET THROUGH THIS!!
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers
You don't have to put on a brave front. I do that too but I have found myself in so much pain this year that I have cried a number of times. It actually helps as a pain reliever. Tears from stress and pain have certain proteins in them that are very unhealthy to have in your body. It is interesting that tears from chopping an onion do not have those proteins. But people who let themselves cry are healthier (all other things being equal). Hang in there and I hope they find an answer from your MRI. They have found many things causing symptoms for me. One doctor said 'we have a lot of little fires to put out.' Some can't be put out.
ReplyDeleteThank you :) That is interesting. Maybe I do need to cry more. Thank you. Haha that makes so much sense! Am hoping this one can be put out!
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